Saturday, October 17, 2009

Affirmation: I owe no one an explanation

Today was a pretty good day – Mom and I started c25k and I made some pretty good stuff in the kitchen!

For breakfast, we warmed up the pumpkin pancakes I made mom last week for her birthday.

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And then we went out for our jog – it went really well! Although I have to admit, I’ve lost all the endurance I built up the first time I did it. I lost 6.5 weeks’ worth of training because of those stupid shin splints. I know it’s bad to care what people think, but when I talk about c25k this time around, I feel the need to explain that I got 2/3 of the way done with the program before I HAD to stop due to injury. It’s sad, but I don’t want people to think I failed/quit because I got lazy. I want people to know I was in tears every day and could hardly descend the stairs because of the pain.

Is it vain or normal to want to explain myself?

After we got home, I celebrated with a Jack’s Pumpkin Spice Ale, and justified drinking beer at noon because 1) it’s Saturday, 2) I just ran, and 3) we were watching the Clemson game on TV!! While we watched the football game (we stomped Wake Forest, btw), I made organic French onion soup (from a carton) and some KICK-ASS paninis. I got portabella shicaccia bread from Publix – holy crap it’s amazing. I put low-fat pesto, swiss cheese, cheddar jack cheese, sundried tomatoes, feta, and spinach on each piece and slapped it on the George Foreman grill.

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Mom said it’s better than anything Panera serves. :)

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I put some shredded swiss cheese and homemade croutons on top of the soup. This definitely wasn’t better than Panera’s, though. There weren’t any onions in my French onion soup. :(

I split a Mothership Wit with Mom with our lunch.

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It was alright – I use weird expressions for describing taste, so bear with me – it tasted shallow, like the opposite of full-bodied. It was very light, a tad bitter, and not very complex. I wasn’t in the mood for it, but I doubt I’ll buy it again anyway.

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(Pretty nice how I try to whip out a beer-aficionado-magazine-caliber critique and then show a picture of a wine goblet of beer with flamingoes and palm trees painted on the side. Don’t take me seriously. I don’t.)

For an afternoon snack/dessert, I made Cooking Light’s pumpkin dip! I think it was Caitlin who made this a few weeks ago and got me thinking about making it. We had a huge honeycrisp in the fridge that needed to be used, so I split that between us and we each had another small honeycrisp with the dip. This stuff was INCREDIBLE. Seriously. I went back and had more dip spread on a toasted Arnold’s Thin.

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I miss Mam-ma’s skylights…I didn’t need to use my icky flash at her house! After the game (did I mention we spanked ‘em?), Mom and I took the dogs out, and I froze my ass off. Woohoo!!! I made some hot chocolate when we got back to the house – a packet of sugar-free fat-free cocoa for each of us and then a packet of full-fat, full-calorie flavored novelty cocoa split between us.

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Don’t mind my be-sweatshirted hand. In the evening I snacked on some almonds and then had a glass of wine while fixing/eating dinner.

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Dinner was a naked Quorn cutlet, baked foil packet-style with apple cider, apple butter (cooked longer than necessary so it was really concentrated…oops), and onion, alongside some asparagus and a giant sweet potato

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…and some pumpkin pie for dessert.

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I think I need to make it my personal mission to make prettier pictures. I hate using my flash, but the place I hang out in most has lowish lighting. I’ll work on it. smile_tongue

Also this evening, I wanted to sit down and put some of my jewelry and knit crafts on Etsy, but I just didn’t feel like it. Please tell me that happens to y’all – you need to do something (for yourself, not on someone else’s timetable) but when you finally find a great opportunity to sit down and do it, you don’t want to do it anymore. Whyyyy?? Today was perfect!! I’ll do it soon, I know. Maybe tomorrow? Now this is turning into a rambling journal, not a public blog. Blaaaaaarrrrrghhhh….

Night, lovelies!

2 comments:

  1. I'm so loving your blog! I think it's normal to want to explain yourself, but you don't need to feel ashamed for stopping. I used to run 5-6 miles a day and I let myself get so out of shape that I can barely make it 1 without stopping! It's great that you're picking the C25K back up and better that you're doing it with your mom for support.

    For your photos, this is a really helpful post about using point and shoot camera without a flash:
    http://mattikaarts.com/blog/technique/compact-camera-food-photography/

    Good luck!

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  2. Thanks for the support, Maris! Hopefully this time I'll be able to keep going...it'll feel so good to be able to "go out for a run" like it's no big deal. And I really appreciate you sharing that link with me, I'll give it a look right now!

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